6 - 11/24 - bed

 I have nothing to say but I am lonely right now, so I might as well turn to my most healthy relationship, am I right?

I hate being able to not talk about "it". Let's talk about that. It feels like I'm not good enough. I feel like most people hear not good enough and think like, value? but here, I mean purity, like goodness, duality type shit. And when I say it I mean the things that make me bad. I'm not good enough to share the things that make me bad. That's funnily enough. 

I feel like everything I say is one step from disaster, and the only way to avert it is to stay one step away. Two steps? -- Don't be ridiculous, then everyone will know you shulk away from your destined doom. -- 

later: You must be good to be let others know why you are bad. that's so huh.