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Reasons why I write: 

1. To look and listen and care
1. Parts like how when I'm writing, I pay such close attention to what they are thinking and feeling and what directions they want to go
1. That's why it sucks sooo bad when I have two ideas at once, pursue one of them, and forget what the other was--I decide to let one part talk and the other part gets ashamed and martyrs himself
2. Observing the world makes me look for the inherent beauty in everything
1. the idea that beauty is waiting to be seen and speech-acted into existence is AWESOME
1. Molly thought = molly truth
2. I feel happy being a powerful, compassionate eye
1. My observation allows others to be seen and understood
2. I have presence, here-n'-now based power
3. Other people deserve the attention I pay my parts when they're thinking of the next words to say
3. The more I love, the more lovable I become (part belief)
1. this one's pretty intuitive

To be continued